LOVE IS OVER RATED!!!

not again... i don know why.. why do my frenz have to go through this.. it was jus one at first.. but now another... why cant good guys come past.. is it jus my frenz or is it the guy's fault... i cant blame him nor her... well actually i can blame him.. if he still had feeling for his ex galfren.. than jus friggin say it... by hiding it, he jus hurt himself and her in the end.. why.. why did he have to do this unnecessarily...

seriously, i have to say that love really is over rated... so much emotions.. so much hurt.. so much sadness... all for wad.. for some gal or guy.. why do ppl have to go through shit like this... it was hard enough when there was jus one of my fren hurting.. but now i have to see 2... shit... this suckz... who is gonna be next??? noo i don wanna think abt it...

its either breaking up so that the other person would be bette off without them or breaking up so that who can be bette off without the other person... either way, its fucked up... thinking that your loved one broke up with you so that you would be bette off in life does not make the hurt any lesser...

seriously.. WTF are you thinkin gal... wad kinda fucked up reason do you have... its definitely some super lame reason.. jus hope you realize what you have done before its too late for the both of you... again.. its not jus hurting the both of you. but hellooo other ppl are being sad too.. frenz, family... haizz... relationships can be so selfish at times...

YAY!!!

haha finally i have watched IRONMAN... went to watch it today with shanker... hey gals don blame me.. i have been waiting 2 weeks to go watch the movie with you.. but its jus not happening... so i went to watch with him... i really liked the movie... the graphics were awesome... but seriously shanker is NOT a person to watch a movie with.. so talkative.. when i am watchin a movie.. i will never talk and i don like ppl talking also.. i have to really concentrate when i am watchin movie.. like wads the point of paying money to watch a movie when you are not watchin it right...

coming to another topic.. haha i bought my FIRST saree yesterday... my cousin sister wants me to wear saree for her wedding.. and hmm i jus wanna try it out... see how i look.. haha... kinda excited abt it though... heeheee...

KALLANG river sucks... i hate that place.. arghhh.... the fyp project totally reeks... its like fucking troublesome.. who the hell cares if its polluted... i don give a shit... i am not swimming in there.. arghhh... and seriously fuck global warming... do you know how HOT it was there.. i literally became darker after walking for abt 30 mins.. seriously.. it was that HOT.... aiyoo.. jus thinkin abt the next trip is making me tear... haizz.... and don even get me started on the report... its like a serious headache... and i have not even started it yet... haizzzzz..... why why why... why do we have to do reports...

anyways.. 5 days seem like 5 months.. really... not seeing you is sooo annoying.. really miss IRRITATING you.. and NOTHING ELSE... haha i really have to specify that... if not... you will start thinking abt something else... and i know you don like it.. but i love body art.. its like 60% of who i am.. its not really fair to ask me to give up something that defines me... its unfair to me.. jus accept me for who i am... every single bit of me... pleasee understand... body art does not bother you in any way.. so why ask me to give it up... i am not asking you to do it.. so yea pleasee... i know you will understand this at some point of time.. jus hope its sooner than later... hehe...

xoxoxo

who is calling???

i have no idea why suddenly there are so many unknown numbers calling me.. anyways the stupid shaun/sara felle messaged again.. arghh why doesnt he get it that i DON wanna talk to him.. can ask why i neve message him some more... yea why would i message him after how our "wonderful" date went...

it was the most terrible date ever... first of all, he was short.. shorter than me.. but he saud that he was 179cm.. haha.. wad a turn off.. and he is a definite indian... not a mix like he said... aiyoo really cant believe the lies guys tell gals to go out with them...

coming to another point... arghh its so difficult so give up an addiction... it is.. but the only thing which pushes me is the promise i made... but its sooo difficult... hmmmmmmmmm.......

and one more thing... hehe i got ISMAIL'S BABY PICTURE!!!! hehehehe.. ANYONE WANNA SNEAK PEAK OF IT???? hahahaha