happy

finally i am living my life... after so long... went to a ragi's chalet a few days back.. it was totally awesome.. one of the best chalets ever... we had the best bbq food...

- self made juicy beef burgers
- sambal prawns
-butter prawns
-beer battered mushrooms (created by me and my bro)
-garlic bread
-stingray
-caramel apple with cinnamon

and alot more.. haha wow.. than after that everyone sat down to drink.. yay.. but sadly we did not have enough booze.. only a bottle of Bacardi shared among 3 ppl..

anyways after paying lots of games everyone went to bed and the next day we went to SUNSET GRILL.. woohoo... the chicken is awesome i tell ya.. so so yummy... and the mushroom soup was heavenly.. and so was the beef lasagna... so cheesy soo yummy...

followed by BEN & JERRY'S ice cream at night safari... had brownie something... soo good... one of the best days everrrr...

i finally did something abt my life... went on a date on sat.... wonderful day... got on a bike after soo long... jus imagine i only came home at 5.30am... got a ride on his bike.. hehe... soo siok... great guy... had so much fun.. cant wait to see him soon though.. but somehow he resembles my cousin brother alot though... but its alright.. i had gone past the awkward stage.. haha.. he looks cute so i didnt wanna waste the opp.. hehe..

hmm life is going great except for the whole me feeling very disturbed part.. i don know i cant help the disturbing feeling.. its jus there... i guess its because of him.. but nevertheless, i took the decision and i have to get over it soon..

LIFE IS JUS TOO SHORT.. ENJOY IT WHILE YOU CAN AND DON GIVE A SHIT OF WHAT OTHERS MIGHT THINK OF YOU... JUST BE TRUE TO YOURSELF... AND THERE YOU WILL FIND HAPPINESS... TRUE HAPPINESS... DON LIVE FOR OTHERS JUST LIVE FOR YOURSELF... COZ YOU DON GAIN ANYTHIN BY LIVING FOR OTHERS..