more than just....

just finished my molecular bio assignment.. decided to check fb.. came across a post by my not so close friend.. i think his friend passed away.. he posted this song abt friendship. next thing i know, i am tearing.. 

its was about losing a friend.. and suddenly i got this uncomfortable feeling in my tummy.. like i lost something kinda feeling.. its not that i have lost someone, its just that i think i am missing my friends too much ya know.. all my life, i have been more into friends.. i love my family, and i am very close to them.. but as i grew up, being the youngest and all, i didnt have someone in my family to talk to or to guide me or anything like that.. in sec sch especially, i learnt the value of friendship and how it an save you at the same time dump you in shit.. i have always been only able to talk things out with my friends.. not all, just a handful or special ones.. i was never able to talk such personal things with my family members.. to think abt it, my close friends know me inside out, way bette than anyone else.. and i am truely grateful to them.. they have kept me sane all these yrs and i dont know what i would do without them.. 

they are not just friends, they are more like my second family.. and i dont know how i am gonna be without living close to them.. meet up whenever we wish to, go have our thanni sessions, talk cock, emo together.. hahaha i love you guys.. don ever leave me.. i cant even think abt losing ppl like you.. you guys are just irreplaceable in my life.. 

just know that you are in my heart, you will never leave my heart and i love you.. even if i dont tell you that, you should know by now.. :)